We have to face it.
The world is evil. The government is evil. Intelligence agencies use blackmailed politicians as puppets to run things. That has been demonstrated.
Are we evil by allowing it to happen?
Or, plainly seeing the corruption, the evil in the world, do we all just feel powerless to stop it?
Maybe you tried protesting, writing your congressman, writing a letter to the editor, or even running for office.
And yet, no matter what you do, nothing seems to get better.
And it's not just Out There
Then you feel something deeply wrong inside yourself. Some unhappiness with no clear source. Dissatisfaction smoldering like a dying campfire.
Life doesn't feel good.
So you did what they told you to.
Got in shape. Read the right books. Did the therapy. Meditated.
Still feel trapped? Like there's no breaking free?
It's not your fault.
I've been trying to understand freedom since I was 15 years old and I first got a taste of the 'underground truth movement'.
After years of study, I discovered:
The deceptions around us are so devious and the distractions so elaborate that almost none of us can see what's really happening. The societal signposts to freedom and life are all pointing the wrong way.
What's the core of it all?
If I had to pick just one thing:
We don't really understand power.
And the reason we don't is simple: the energy we'd need to understand it—your sexuality—has been blocked.
The very core of your life energy is hijacked. Siphoned off by giant companies, governments, and even restricted by guilt and shame from your own family.
Even as a child, I felt the fear. Constant danger. Cowering from something I had no words for yet.
And that fear never really left as an adult. It just shifted into a morbid, pervasive stress: seeming worries about money, relationships, and poor health.
I think we all carry it, to some degree.
But I couldn't live that way.
So I left.
I left "The real world."
"The true church."
Which I later found out was the Matrix.
And I spent decades trying to unravel the mystery.
My search took me to various intentional communities and even Occupy Wall Street.
I had to painstakingly uncover buried guides like Marshall Rosenberg, Walter Wink, and Wilhelm Reich.
I left my country.
I lost almost everyone close to me.
I found myself exploring my sexuality deeply, without shame, in tribes I never knew existed, with women who weren't afraid to buck the status quo.
And I found the key.
It's simpler than you think—and yet more radical than anyone wants to admit.
What traps us is what can free us: how we relate to power, sexuality, and each other.
I'm writing this because I can't keep living in this world the way it is. And I know you can't either.
But Not Alone
There is this strange self-focus in the US. It starts with Tony Robbins and goes all the way to the prosperity gospel.
And it is the idea that if I succeed and I have enough money and I take care of me, it doesn't really matter if the rest of the world, including my neighbors and city, go to hell in a metaphorical handbasket.
I don't agree with that.
Instead, I echo:
“While there is a lower class, I am in it, while there is a criminal element, I am of it, and while there is a soul in prison, I am not free. ” ― Eugene V. Debs
Or: "The king will answer, “Whenever you did it for any of my people, no matter how unimportant they seemed, you did it for me." - Matt 25:40
I don't know how even those who have 'made it' can't be a little bit worried as they watch the masses of homeless and destitute pile up on their doorsteps in 'the richest country on earth (not true)'/'the land of the free' (also not true).
Because, for us all, someday, no wall will be high enough.
None of us can build a new world alone.
But with the right principles, we can do it together.
No, if we are going to have a happy world, we are going to need to make it together. Starting with our own neighborhoods.
Are you with me? Or have I lost you already?
Because this journey is going to be hard. Intense. For all of us.
In fact, what I learned might piss you off.
It will challenge beliefs you've held your whole life. About authority. Sex. Cooperation. About what freedom actually means.
But, I trust that, if you're reading this, you already know something is wrong. You feel it. You just don't know exactly what it is or how to fix it.
I will show you.
I'm going to tell you, in seven essays:
- Why is the world broken?
This requires diving into how power actually works (and who has it), the history hidden from us and the planned future we probably won't enjoy. - All of the things that seem like solutions, but aren't.
The false saviors. Pied Pipers. The decoys. Ways we are tricked into wasting our energy instead of improving our present lives. - How we are manipulated using our own minds.
The terrible history and power of mind control, which goes further than you have probably ever imagined. How language, meaning, and deception is used to confuse and weaken us. - Why sexuality is the linchpin of the whole control system.
Why sex is the key to life energy. And energy is key to taking back our world from those who would control us. - What has been done and is still being done to children, and why it needs to stop NOW to save ourselves and the world.
- After that, I explain exactly how to take your own power back. + How to take back your mind and how to take back agency over your own body and pleasure. In other words: How to become truly free.
- How we can build a better world together.
How to collaborate, work together, and create so that the world becomes better each day. Ready?
Let's go.
Ryan Orrock